My mum wants to move! Its not gonna be far or even out of the city but its far enough to have to walk over 30 mins to get to aarons. Which means i'll see him alot less and it will put even more strain on our relationship than there is already. This sucks.

But i think this is what will motervate me to learn to drive. But i'm a bit scared of driving. Oh well whats pain with out gain. :/

Got my hair cut so its now short and choppy, like the sea as the bf said :s lol. But bad weekend for couples, me and the bf didn't see each other and 2 of my friends broke up with theres. Its not that good. Ones crying so bad and the other is just mad at everything.

I'm glad i went to schoolo today and played soem games cause i missed it over the weekend. Twas good, but didnt go to skins party monday either, that sucked

he gave me one of those kisses. One of those makes your knees go weak and you feel all warm inside kisses and it made me forget i was down cause he didn't see me at the weekend. *sigh* forget everything Kale was telling me about how i should find a nice geek. Heh i like my guy, specialy when he gives me kisses like that.

My mood is sinking.
I feel so [insert gibberish screaming here].
Won some more at poker though (playing on face book )
And listening to music on my groovy new head phones.
Just waiting til next week to get some new virus protection on the comp so i can upload my new Zen stuff so i can put music on it.
That might be whats depressing me.
Or it might be my guy.
I think its him.

Warning for the squimish

I woke up this morning with my mouth full of blood and began coughing and spat it all out but blood kept filling up my mouth again so my mum rushed me to our dental surgary and they had to put stitches in my mouth cause the blood wouldn't clot properly from when i had my tooth extracted last friday. It hurts and I can feel the stitches.

Heh and when i got home there was a man outside fixing up an arial so we can have sky tv That was good, we can watch tv again after a storm a few weeks ago hurting our other arial.

I had to drop out of my art course because I couldn't keep up with the amount of work we had to do each week. I had to decided what was more important, getting sort of good grades (C's and D's) in maths law and art or getting good grades (A's and B's) in Maths and Law, I can get further in life with Maths and Law than I can with Art. So I had to drop out So instead I’m keeping up my portfolio with sketches and paintings and stuff I did in school so next year I can try doing Maths and law to a higher level and maybe take up the course again for a year or try out psychology or sociology. I’d hate to do it with the lower year though, so I might try and do it in college. But I’ll have to start applying now. Hum better go research some colleges then.  On the tooth front (or lack of tooth) it still hurts but I can eat solids which is good. But the tooth behind the one that was taken out has become wobbly and hurts a little and I can’t brush it properly incase I catch the gum that’s healing, which is unfair.  Get to go see my boyfriend again tonight I really like that. He makes me happy. For the Past 6 months at least I’ve been happier than before it’s quite an achievement. And I get to go see one of my friend’s who is almost 8 months pregnant and huge and glowing and I can’t wait!

So ciao x

Some people call me lucky cause my wisdom teeth are coming through even though i'm only 17. I call it agony . And i broke one of my teeth and had to have it extracted so now i can't eat solids till tomorrow or sunday dependsing on how it feels.
So i'm on a diet of ibprofein, chocolate milk, cranberry juice, jelly and rice pudding. which is kinda good yet i'm dying from a tuna toastie with lettuce and cucumber and maybe i'll even put tomato and cheese on it, yum.......
Now i'm really hungry, damn the dentist.

Went to the optitions yesterday and got contacts and all i say is ow tried to get the right one out before and it refused to come out. Ended up getting my mum to do it, who dropped the god damned thing. Sop i've been putting eye drops in my eyes for the past few hours to help stop the hurting and redness. though i liked now ahving to get my glassses out all the time. Will try again tomorrow to see if there better.

Also bought Black Adder, every episode. Been watching it all weekend and find that i prefer series 2 and 3 better than the rest. Seems to get funnier as it goes along. Though i'm still a little young to understand alot of it cause there quite grown up jokes. But still funny though. Loves it.

Merry Christmas to you all and i hope you have had a lovely day

One of my best friends has brought his kids over to see me for christmas. The oldest one is a girl, my god daughter. I've missed seeing her. And the youngest one is only 4 months and he's gorgy. Looks just like his dad.

Anyway there dad has gone out for a bit and will be back. and there sat watching cinderella the panto. Lucie likes it alot and i might take her to go see one next year. They are good, i loved them when i was younger.