haha that looks funny
anyway i'm ill and i can't go to dannis party tonight 
which i'm not too sad about becuase last time her mum yelled at me for being drunk when i wasn't and i ended up kissing one of danni's friends 
but that was years ago, i still didnt really want to go, i think the only reason i was going was because i wanted to just talk to aaron cause he's funny when were one to one. and usually sweet. but i'm ill and can't go, oh well.
I've missed two days from work being ill so i have to work sunday night instead and an extra night next week if i wanna get paid 
. life isn't that fun
in other news declan sent me a really sad song and made me cry last night which didn't help later when i'd just stopped that my friend sammy started saying things and i cried again. and all i could think of that night was Jake(he's a long story i'll post another day)and it will be 4 years this june.
