Story of the Broken Girl

I love my best mate Dave, i love him alot. He's helped me survive though the past couple of years. Even when i was on my last thread and tried to kill myself he was there. White Knight to the rescue. He saved my life.
And now that i try and save him from someone who i know he wont be happy with he leaves me. It feels like he's just threw me in the dirt. I didn't mean to interfear with his relationship but she did nothing but smile and blink! She ignored me to hell and was never nice and then she goes and ruin's my friend's new £1000 white dress for a dinner party with my dad and she wouldn't apoligse. That dress will take over £300 to repaired and get cleaned and its ok becasue we have the money but she didn't even say sorry.
So Talie and i Yelled at her for a bit then Talies boyfriend told her to get out. Now Dave is blaming the whole thing on me and i just feel like crying. Why is the one guy in the world who was always there for me hurting me so much now? He didn't like her that much, she was just good sex for him. So why?
And it doesn't help that i'm talking to Declan(we patched things up) and he's asking me whats wrong and its over something as stupid as our friend sam telling me he was flirting with a telephone woman at Dell but i wasn't all to ahppy then so i started crying, anyway but i'm crying now and that just makes me feel worse.

ok i can't be bothered linking things togethere and what not so i'll just give you the songs

now these are song that i'm loving so much right now cause mostly there sad and about relationships.........not very good but they make me feel better

Sugarcult-Pretty Girl(the Way)
this reminds me of my friend leki, she's leaving for france at the end of our exams and i might never see her again.

Hinder-Better Than Me
this is my fav right now the declan guy gave it me and it just makes me cry

Pat Benatar - Love Is A Battlefield
this is such an old song but since 13 going on 30 i've just never got it out of my head

Tarzan - You'll be in my heart by Phil Collins
now i love this film aswell as the song and i can imagin when i'm older singing this to my kids as a night time lullaby

Moulin Rouge - Your Song
now moulin rouge is one of my fav musicals and this song is so great and i've sang it with a guy i no when we did moulin rouge but i didn't play the lead girl i was roxanne but he said i needed to sing this song because i had a great voice

Moulin Rouge - El Tango de Roxanne
now in the play i had to dance to this and it was so fun! the guy who was singing almost broke my arm though when he grabbed me and he kissed me, everytime we did it, when our heads were together but it was fun. and i got to dance with lots of guys.but then i got my throat slit so it kinda hurt alot too and getting picked up left me with lots of bruises. i also felt sorry for kate who was lead casue she had to be stripped.

corpse bride - Tears to shed
as soon as i watched this movie i loved this song becuase i was in a bad place and the lyrics where just what i was feeling

Superchick - beauty from pain
i adore this band but this song is so sweet

Black eyed peas ft Papa roach - Anxiety
this song my friend made me listen too when we were skiving together and she explain how she use to listen t it so he wouldn't hurt her self becasue of a stupid guy we know

I'll post more later but i can't be bothered now