Ok so my friend Alex is here and were talking then his friends come round, some guys from a band we'll call one of them James* well we're all sat here talking, i have Lucie in my arms dosing off and this James guy starts flirting a little and well i'm a natural flirt i do it with out realising and meaning anything. People who know me know this and usually ignor it or just go along but dont do anything about it, but becuase this was the first time i met James he thought i was interested. Now i started talking about Declan, my boyfriend and what not trying to tell him no in a nice way but without actually saying it. But what does he do? He goes to kiss me and becuase i had Lucie in my arms maternal instinct just kicked in. I thought he was going for her because he just lunged in so what do i do? I hit him, hard. Poor lad got a bloody nose, thats about it though, unfortunatly. Alex and James's band mates did nothing but laugh.
But what do you expect i was the first person to hold this little girl, to feed her, i was the one who brought her up as a baby when her mother walked out leaving her with Alex a 17 year old boy with other things on his mind. And i was just a 13 yer old girl with no experience but i loved her and i helped him to get everything sorted out and i got his parents to realise everything would be ok. Then they said they were moving to New Zealand i got every thing ready for her over there, a nanny to watch her day and night and to help so Alex could keep going to school, a passport so she could go, the visa for her. Everything and then with that shock of that 3 year old being taken from her hotel well i was scared. I love her and i'd die to protect her.
Was funny though, but the best bit was, he tried it again about an hour later after i'd put Lucie to bed. This time i hit a little further down. Dont think he'll try it again though hopefully.