Well been a busy lil substatute mum i guess, my sis was working 3 days straight (mon-wed) and i've been looking after my niece, which has been absolute fun, but last night my sis went out drinking with her friends.

She said to me " I'll not take a key, but we wont be back late so will you stay up?" so i did. 5am! she came home at 5 fucking AM! Pissed with some random guy and her friend in tow!
Her friend just crawled up on the second sofa and fell asleep, my sis went upstairs to change and this guy just sat there staring at me for a few minutes then he started talking and he's a bit off. weird in the head a bit.
Any way my sis then goes in to my niece's room waking her up! so she brings her down stairs, gives her to me, calls a taxi for this weird guy and just stands there for a while. My niece mean while immediatly falls back asleep on me and this guys taxi come, my sis see's him off and say "have fun" and goes back up stairs. My niece then wakes up and didn't go back to sleep.

So i haven't slept yet. so i'm living on coffe, 9 cups and counting!

But going to see sherk the thirg tonight half 10, so can't sleep but very tired

Did something drastic on friday, died my hair black with greeny blue random streaks through out, looks fab and totally me. I know it might sound like wow but it works, it really does and the hair dresser was great i loved her loads.

Went to Gulliver's world in Warington yesterday for my niece's 2nd bday. Twas fun i guess just a long day and there was all these people dressed up as characters. I mean i know this theme park is for younger ones but to me they were just plain scary. A walking pig tried to give me a hug me!!! i mean i was scared. All i did though was push the pram so should have nice tonned arms now.

I'm suppose to be going to the doctor's and getting a blood test, then going for a facial ready for tomorrow. But my sister desided she needed to go to the library and just turned up with my niece and left her with me! So had to cancel a few things for tomorrow and try and fit them in before one so it doesn't clash with my hair apointment.
Oh well i love my niece and will look after her, she's 2 on the 27th too!

Start off with the fact i'm scared to death becuase my windows are shaking and my dog too (bless him) because of the storm out side. Theres rain, and flashing light(sheets of lightening aparantly, not strikes) and thunder which is louder than i've ever heard it.
I'm sure it will passs soon but its every where isn't it, moving towards the east along the north of england.

And thanks to CD i know have a mini me Meez computer nerd with labtop. Hehe.

And No more exams! there over for this year so i ahve nothing but summer to look forward too oh and Prom on friday! woot woot!

I started reading these books, Uglies is the first book of the trilogy. The second book is Pretties and the third is Specials. It's about a world in which everyone has an operation when they turn sixteen, making them supermodel beautiful. Big eyes, full lips, no one fat or skinny. This seems like a good thing, but it's not. Especially if you're one of the uglies, a bunch of radical teens who've decided they want to keep their own faces.

I know its so teenager but i like these books because they talk about real issues and put a weird spin on them. And as most of you know i'm a self harmer and in the last book Specials the girl becomes part of a group called the "Cutters" and it explains how she feels and what she does and its so appealing. I haven't hurt myself in a while and i'm trying not to, really hard. But this book is making me feel like doing it more and more but its not the only thing. I think i'm getting depressed again. I can feel myself getting downer and downer. I know i should stop reading the book but i want to know what happened.

I guessed this would be hard but i didn't think it would be this hard. Guess i'm just going to have to be strong.

Website for the books if your interested
http://www.amazon.co.uk/Specials-Uglies-Trilogy-Scott-Westerfeld/dp/1416917284

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1. I've been arrested on 3 seperate occasains and and been given community service for possesions of drugs

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3.I held the hand of my boyfriend and felt it grow cold as he died from an overdose when i was 13

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5.I bought a two rings yesterday for £10,000

6.I'm on 4 different drugs from the doctor to control my life and i'm on a special diet to make sure i eat

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