http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/ Check out LiveWire's Teen Forums, College Forums, Teen Advice, Peer Support, Teen Help, and Professor Reviews sites.en-UKMokoFeed10http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/http://data5.blog.de/design/preview/de/5c99e045668bf428d725fd5772686a_160x200.jpghttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/03/09/moving-3842713/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2008-03-09:/2008/03/09/moving-3842713/Sun, 09 Mar 2008 18:17:55 +0100 <p>My mum wants to move! Its not gonna be far or even out of the city but its far enough to have to walk over 30 mins to get to aarons. Which means i'll see him alot less and it will put even more strain on our relationship than there is already. This sucks.</p> <p>But i think this is what will motervate me to learn to drive. But i'm a bit scared of driving. Oh well whats pain with out gain. :/ </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/03/09/moving-3842713/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>movinghttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/03/09/moving-3842713/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/03/04/new-hair-and-bad-weekend-3817654/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2008-03-04:/2008/03/04/new-hair-and-bad-weekend-3817654/Tue, 04 Mar 2008 22:23:40 +0100 <p>Got my hair cut so its now short and choppy, like the sea as the bf said :s lol. But bad weekend for couples, me and the bf didn't see each other and 2 of my friends broke up with theres. Its not that good. Ones crying so bad and the other is just mad at everything.</p> <p>I'm glad i went to schoolo today and played soem games cause i missed it over the weekend. Twas good, but didnt go to skins party monday either, that sucked </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/03/04/new-hair-and-bad-weekend-3817654/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>weekendbfhairhttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/03/04/new-hair-and-bad-weekend-3817654/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/02/25/improvement~3779243/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2008-02-25:/2008/02/25/improvement~3779243/Mon, 25 Feb 2008 18:51:11 +0100 <p>he gave me one of those kisses. One of those makes your knees go weak and you feel all warm inside kisses and it made me forget i was down cause he didn't see me at the weekend. *sigh* forget everything Kale was telling me about how i should find a nice geek. Heh i like my guy, specialy when he gives me kisses like that. <img src="/img/smilies/icon_razz.gif" alt=":p" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/02/25/improvement~3779243/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>lifelovehttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/02/25/improvement~3779243/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/02/24/downwards~3775402/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2008-02-24:/2008/02/24/downwards~3775402/Sun, 24 Feb 2008 22:26:59 +0100 <p>My mood is sinking.<br> I feel so [insert gibberish screaming here].<br> Won some more at poker though (playing on face book <img src="/img/smilies/icon_wink.gif" alt=";)" class="middle" border="0"> )<br> And listening to music on my groovy new head phones.<br> Just waiting til next week to get some new virus protection on the comp so i can upload my new Zen stuff so i can put music on it.<br> That might be whats depressing me.<br> Or it might be my guy.<br> I think its him.<br> <img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/02/24/downwards~3775402/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>lovehttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/02/24/downwards~3775402/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/01/23/full_of_blood_and_gore~3621002/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2008-01-23:/2008/01/23/full_of_blood_and_gore~3621002/Wed, 23 Jan 2008 16:37:39 +0100 <p>Warning for the squimish</p> <p>I woke up this morning with my mouth full of blood and began coughing and spat it all out but blood kept filling up my mouth again so my mum rushed me to our dental surgary and they had to put stitches in my mouth cause the blood wouldn't clot properly from when i had my tooth extracted last friday. It hurts and I can feel the stitches.</p> <p>Heh and when i got home there was a man outside fixing up an arial so we can have sky tv <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> That was good, we can watch tv again after a storm a few weeks ago hurting our other arial. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/01/23/full_of_blood_and_gore~3621002/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>skybloodmouthhttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/01/23/full_of_blood_and_gore~3621002/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/01/21/title~3610647/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2008-01-21:/2008/01/21/title~3610647/Mon, 21 Jan 2008 18:35:20 +0100 <p><span>I had to drop out of my art course because I couldn't keep up with the amount of work we had to do each week. I had to decided what was more important, getting sort of good grades (C's and D's) in maths law and art or getting good grades (A's and B's) in Maths and Law, I can get further in life with Maths and Law than I can with Art. So I had to drop out <img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"> So instead I&rsquo;m keeping up my portfolio with sketches and paintings and stuff I did in school so next year I can try doing Maths and law to a higher level and maybe take up the course again for a year or try out psychology or sociology. I&rsquo;d hate to do it with the lower year though, so I might try and do it in college. But I&rsquo;ll have to start applying now. Hum better go research some colleges then. </span><span> </span><span>On the tooth front (or lack of tooth) it still hurts but I can eat solids which is good. But the tooth behind the one that was taken out has become wobbly and hurts a little and I can&rsquo;t brush it properly incase I catch the gum that&rsquo;s healing, which is unfair. </span><span> </span><span>Get to go see my boyfriend again tonight <img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"> I really like that. He makes me happy. For the Past 6 months at least I&rsquo;ve been happier than before it&rsquo;s quite an achievement. And I get to go see one of my friend&rsquo;s who is almost 8 months pregnant and huge and glowing and I can&rsquo;t wait!<br> </span><span><br> So ciao x</span><span></span> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/01/21/title~3610647/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>arttoothcollegehttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/01/21/title~3610647/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/01/18/some_call_it_luck_i_call_it_jelly~3596929/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2008-01-18:/2008/01/18/some_call_it_luck_i_call_it_jelly~3596929/Fri, 18 Jan 2008 17:56:53 +0100 <p>Some people call me lucky cause my wisdom teeth are coming through even though i'm only 17. I call it agony <img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"> . And i broke one of my teeth and had to have it extracted so now i can't eat solids till tomorrow or sunday dependsing on how it feels.<br> So i'm on a diet of ibprofein, chocolate milk, cranberry juice, jelly and rice pudding. which is kinda good yet i'm dying from a tuna toastie with lettuce and cucumber and maybe i'll even put tomato and cheese on it, yum.......<br> Now i'm really hungry, damn the dentist.<img src="/img/smilies/graycry.gif" alt=":`(" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/01/18/some_call_it_luck_i_call_it_jelly~3596929/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>luckdentistteethhttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/01/18/some_call_it_luck_i_call_it_jelly~3596929/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/01/15/contacts_and_black_adders~3581400/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2008-01-15:/2008/01/15/contacts_and_black_adders~3581400/Tue, 15 Jan 2008 17:45:44 +0100 <p>Went to the optitions yesterday and got contacts and all i say is ow <img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"> tried to get the right one out before and it refused to come out. Ended up getting my mum to do it, who dropped the god damned thing. Sop i've been putting eye drops in my eyes for the past few hours to help stop the hurting and redness. though i liked now ahving to get my glassses out all the time. Will try again tomorrow to see if there better.</p> <p>Also bought Black Adder, every episode. Been watching it all weekend and find that i prefer series 2 and 3 better than the rest. Seems to get funnier as it goes along. Though i'm still a little young to understand alot of it cause there quite grown up jokes. But still funny though. Loves it. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/01/15/contacts_and_black_adders~3581400/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>black-addercontactshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2008/01/15/contacts_and_black_adders~3581400/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/25/well_just_to_say~3490158/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-12-25:/2007/12/25/well_just_to_say~3490158/Tue, 25 Dec 2007 21:44:28 +0100 <p>Merry Christmas to you all and i hope you have had a lovely day <img src="/img/smilies/icon_mrgreen.gif" alt=":>>" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/25/well_just_to_say~3490158/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>christmashttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/25/well_just_to_say~3490158/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/22/title~3479933/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-12-22:/2007/12/22/title~3479933/Sat, 22 Dec 2007 20:59:53 +0100 <p>One of my best friends has brought his kids over to see me for christmas. The oldest one is a girl, my god daughter. I've missed seeing her. And the youngest one is only 4 months and he's gorgy. Looks just like his dad.</p> <p>Anyway there dad has gone out for a bit and will be back. and there sat watching cinderella the panto. Lucie likes it alot and i might take her to go see one next year. They are good, i loved them when i was younger. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/22/title~3479933/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>friendpantogod-daughterhttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/22/title~3479933/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/21/young_books_and_peer_pressure~3475230/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-12-21:/2007/12/21/young_books_and_peer_pressure~3475230/Fri, 21 Dec 2007 17:13:28 +0100 <p>I ordered the Mates Dates book series by cathy Hopkins, there age range is 12 and up and i'm (almost) 17. The girls in the book are 14 so its not that bad and i like reading books like this where is all teenage drama. The ones with younger characters are usually more funnier and easier to get to grips with.</p> <p>The book club i'm apart of, some of the members where saying that the books whouldn't expand my range and where a bit young but i see that the whole point of reading is to enjoy the book.</p> <p>And i read books for women and older teenagers all the time. I just wanted a change to relax with. One of the members of the book club puts alot of pressure on me to read at a higher level. She read war and peace when she was 9 i believe. But i like reading to get lost in the story, not to "expand my range". </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/21/young_books_and_peer_pressure~3475230/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>booksclubpressurepeermathesyoungdateshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/21/young_books_and_peer_pressure~3475230/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/17/maths~3453671/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-12-16:/2007/12/17/maths~3453671/Mon, 17 Dec 2007 00:39:54 +0100 <p>Oh crap, Maths exam tomorow! Haven't studied for it yet :s </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/17/maths~3453671/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/17/maths~3453671/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/14/drawing_with_twigs~3443998/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-12-14:/2007/12/14/drawing_with_twigs~3443998/Fri, 14 Dec 2007 18:40:47 +0100 <p>Yes we were drawing with twigs today for art. Stick and ink drawings. <img class="smiley" src="http://www.blog.co.uk/srv/tinymce/jss/plugins/blogdeemotions/smilies/grayconfusedw.gif" border="0" alt=""> I wanna paint! not ink. Heh its no fair. And I haven't been able to do part of the course cause of problems at home and stuff so i got told today aswell that i have to do these pieces or i'm out of college. *sigh* crap.</p> <p>And tonight i have to go babysit casue my sister's ex husband is threatening to take my niece away and i'm the only one who stands up to him. I only do it becasue he's a prat and men shouldn't be able to push women around. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/14/drawing_with_twigs~3443998/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>artlifehttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/14/drawing_with_twigs~3443998/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/14/tv_shows~3440883/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-12-14:/2007/12/14/tv_shows~3440883/Fri, 14 Dec 2007 01:22:29 +0100 <p>I don't watch much tv but whwen i do i become obsesed(sp). And there usually shows that i can relate too in my life like nearly famous, I love it and the guy is so cute and the girl Lyla just is so weird i love her. </p> <p>But the series just ended and they were singing the Hallelujah song Jeff Buckley sung. it was so sad and i cried! Owen got kicked out of the college and Lyla lost her V to Ash <img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>Now i have to wait for new series of skins in Feb. Heh i'm all upset now. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/14/tv_shows~3440883/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tvhttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/14/tv_shows~3440883/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/13/yes_its_art~3440666/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-12-13:/2007/12/13/yes_its_art~3440666/Thu, 13 Dec 2007 23:56:42 +0100 <p>I've noticed that my art course involves alot more drawing and making things than painting. My last subject was music and we drew sketches in chalk, pen, biro, pencil, oil pastle and anythin else you can think of. Then we made mini models of our drawings then made one big one out of our favorite. Then we photographed that about 200 times before we picked one picture and then we drew that out on a larger scale. </p> <p>And finaly we were allowed 4 hours to paint in on a canvas <img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"> 3 months, 5 hours a week plus 2-4 extra hours work a week in college and 3-5 hours out of school a week. Makes a maximum of 14 hours and a minimum of 10 hours in a week. 12 weeks is 120 hours and only 4 of them were used for painting. <img src="/img/smilies/graysigh.gif" alt=":**:" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>And now were doing a new subject. Decay. so were drawing(Yes more drawing!) fish skeleton's and making cubes out of twigs. Not good when your best Art bit is painting. Meh, crap. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/13/yes_its_art~3440666/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>artschoolhttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/13/yes_its_art~3440666/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/13/so_long~3435617/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-12-12:/2007/12/13/so_long~3435617/Thu, 13 Dec 2007 00:59:39 +0100 <p>I haven't written on here in so long! I got so busy with starting 6th form i sorta forgot about you all. But i'm Back and I'm better and i must keep this blog up. It will be one of my new years resolusion things but i'll start it a little earlier so it will be a before new years resolution.</p> <p>Yer so I'm gonna go catch up on your lives(if i can) and see what you've all been doing. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/13/so_long~3435617/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>lifehttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/12/13/so_long~3435617/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/08/16/story~2818009/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-08-16:/2007/08/16/story~2818009/Thu, 16 Aug 2007 13:15:53 +0200 <p>I never really was much of a story writer. Problem with my brain from being premiture, I could imagi the whole thing out in my head perfectly but when it came to writing it down the words just seemed to disapear and i'd get stuck really easily. But last night i drifted off and dreamed a little and when i woke up at some rediculous hour like 3 am and i just started writing down the dream and filling in the gaps and it went quite well, then my brain began working and started carrying on with the dream like it was a story.<br> So i've decided to write it out as blog story type thing. I'll give you all the link just before i go on holiday in 6 days. And i hope you like it. And i hope i can keep it up.</p> <p>Ciao x </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/08/16/story~2818009/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>storyhttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/08/16/story~2818009/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/08/13/holidays~2801445/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-08-13:/2007/08/13/holidays~2801445/Mon, 13 Aug 2007 15:56:28 +0200 <p>I have applied make up to sit around the house in my PJ's. Wow. What a fun life i do lead, its all parties and socal events for me, not. Pfft i hate summer holidays can't wait to go to spain in 8 days! And yet to top it all off my Ipod broke <img src="/img/smilies/icon_cry.gif" alt=":'(" class="middle" border="0"> my new one too. And i've no credit. God i'm such a teenage drama queen. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/08/13/holidays~2801445/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/08/13/holidays~2801445/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/07/24/kiddies_com~2693444/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-07-24:/2007/07/24/kiddies_com~2693444/Tue, 24 Jul 2007 15:48:21 +0200 <p>oh fab invention, found the rest of the lyrics to the Miss polly rhyme.</p> <p>He looked at the dolly, And he shook his head, And he said "Miss Polly, Put her straight to bed." He wrote out a paper For a pill, pill, pill, "I'll be back in the morning With the bill, bill, bill." </p> <p>lol on website called Kiddies.com its got games you can play and books and dvd's and things you can buy aswell as nursary rhyme lyrics you can find. Like if you can't remember the rest <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/07/24/kiddies_com~2693444/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>websitehttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/07/24/kiddies_com~2693444/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/07/24/toilet_training~2693368/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-07-24:/2007/07/24/toilet_training~2693368/Tue, 24 Jul 2007 15:35:36 +0200 <p>Well, got my niece again and we're toilet training her before we go on holiday so we wont have to take 5 million nappies with us. Just the swimable ones. Its fun i guess but since she got here like an hour ago she's managed to wee on the guest bed and the kitchen floor, aswell as using the toilet twice. Just means two extra pairs of knickers to wash. </p> <p>Its kinda sad that i know all the nursary rhymes and its not because we have Cbeebies on all day. Its becuase i still have my some books and tapes from when i was little. But i can't remember on the miss polly rhyme what comes after "and the doctor came with his bag on his hat, and he knocken on the door with a ratta tat tat...".</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/07/24/toilet_training~2693368/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>niecehttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/07/24/toilet_training~2693368/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/29/coffee~2543310/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-06-29:/2007/06/29/coffee~2543310/Fri, 29 Jun 2007 17:30:59 +0200 <p>Well been a busy lil substatute mum i guess, my sis was working 3 days straight (mon-wed) and i've been looking after my niece, which has been absolute fun, but last night my sis went out drinking with her friends.</p> <p>She said to me " I'll not take a key, but we wont be back late so will you stay up?" so i did. 5am! she came home at 5 fucking AM! <img src="/img/smilies/grayupset.gif" alt=":##" class="middle" border="0"> Pissed with some random guy and her friend in tow!<br> Her friend just crawled up on the second sofa and fell asleep, my sis went upstairs to change and this guy just sat there staring at me for a few minutes then he started talking and he's a bit off. weird in the head a bit.<br> Any way my sis then goes in to my niece's room waking her up! so she brings her down stairs, gives her to me, calls a taxi for this weird guy and just stands there for a while. My niece mean while immediatly falls back asleep on me and this guys taxi come, my sis see's him off and say "have fun" and goes back up stairs. My niece then wakes up and didn't go back to sleep.</p> <p>So i haven't slept yet. so i'm living on coffe, 9 cups and counting! <img src="/img/smilies/icon_confused.gif" alt=":-/" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p>But going to see sherk the thirg tonight half 10, so can't sleep but very tired <img src="/img/smilies/icon_yawn.gif" alt=":yawn:" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/29/coffee~2543310/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/29/coffee~2543310/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/24/hair_and_creatures~2511474/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-06-24:/2007/06/24/hair_and_creatures~2511474/Sun, 24 Jun 2007 18:24:59 +0200 <p>Did something drastic on friday, died my hair black with greeny blue random streaks through out, looks fab and totally me. I know it might sound like wow but it works, it really does and the hair dresser was great i loved her loads.</p> <p>Went to Gulliver's world in Warington yesterday for my niece's 2nd bday. Twas fun i guess just a long day and there was all these people dressed up as characters. I mean i know this theme park is for younger ones but to me they were just plain scary. A walking pig tried to give me a hug me!!! i mean i was scared. All i did though was push the pram so should have nice tonned arms now. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/24/hair_and_creatures~2511474/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/24/hair_and_creatures~2511474/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/21/baby_sitting~2492492/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-06-21:/2007/06/21/baby_sitting~2492492/Thu, 21 Jun 2007 11:59:16 +0200 <p>I'm suppose to be going to the doctor's and getting a blood test, then going for a facial ready for tomorrow. But my sister desided she needed to go to the library and just turned up with my niece and left her with me! So had to cancel a few things for tomorrow and try and fit them in before one so it doesn't clash with my hair apointment.<br> Oh well i love my niece and will look after her, she's 2 on the 27th too! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/21/baby_sitting~2492492/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>niecehttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/21/baby_sitting~2492492/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/19/storm_mini_me_and_freedom~2483843/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-06-19:/2007/06/19/storm_mini_me_and_freedom~2483843/Tue, 19 Jun 2007 22:46:21 +0200 <p>Start off with the fact i'm scared to death becuase my windows are shaking and my dog too (bless him) because of the storm out side. Theres rain, and flashing light(sheets of lightening aparantly, not strikes) and thunder which is louder than i've ever heard it.<br> I'm sure it will passs soon but its every where isn't it, moving towards the east along the north of england.</p> <p>And thanks to CD i know have a mini me Meez computer nerd with labtop. Hehe.</p> <p>And No more exams! there over for this year so i ahve nothing but summer to look forward too oh and Prom on friday! woot woot! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/19/storm_mini_me_and_freedom~2483843/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>dogexamsmini-mefreedomstormhttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/19/storm_mini_me_and_freedom~2483843/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/06/changing~2403580/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-06-06:/2007/06/06/changing~2403580/Wed, 06 Jun 2007 10:49:19 +0200 <p>I started reading these books, Uglies is the first book of the trilogy. The second book is Pretties and the third is Specials. It's about a world in which everyone has an operation when they turn sixteen, making them supermodel beautiful. Big eyes, full lips, no one fat or skinny. This seems like a good thing, but it's not. Especially if you're one of the uglies, a bunch of radical teens who've decided they want to keep their own faces. </p> <p>I know its so teenager but i like these books because they talk about real issues and put a weird spin on them. And as most of you know i'm a self harmer and in the last book Specials the girl becomes part of a group called the "Cutters" and it explains how she feels and what she does and its so appealing. I haven't hurt myself in a while and i'm trying not to, really hard. But this book is making me feel like doing it more and more but its not the only thing. I think i'm getting depressed again. I can feel myself getting downer and downer. I know i should stop reading the book but i want to know what happened.</p> <p>I guessed this would be hard but i didn't think it would be this hard. Guess i'm just going to have to be strong.</p> <p>Website for the books if your interested<br> <a href="http://www.amazon.co.uk/Specials-Uglies-Trilogy-Scott-Westerfeld/dp/1416917284">http://www.amazon.co.uk/Specials-Uglies-Trilogy-Scott-Westerfeld/dp/1416917284</a> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/06/changing~2403580/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>painbookshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/06/changing~2403580/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/02/this_thingy~2380727/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-06-02:/2007/06/02/this_thingy~2380727/Sat, 02 Jun 2007 17:19:50 +0200 <p>“Each person tagged gives 7 random facts about themselves. Those tagged need to write in their blogs the 7 facts, as well as the rules of the game. You need to tag seven others and list their names on your blog. You have to leave those you plan on tagging a note in their comments so they know that they have been tagged and to read your blog.”</p> <p>1. I've been arrested on 3 seperate occasains and and been given community service for possesions of drugs</p> <p>2.I've watched my friend drown i her pond when i was 4</p> <p>3.I held the hand of my boyfriend and felt it grow cold as he died from an overdose when i was 13</p> <p>4.My step brother is a gay fashion designer</p> <p>5.I bought a two rings yesterday for £10,000</p> <p>6.I'm on 4 different drugs from the doctor to control my life and i'm on a special diet to make sure i eat</p> <p>7.I cry everyday</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/02/this_thingy~2380727/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>lifehttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/06/02/this_thingy~2380727/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/05/28/doctors_orders~2347340/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-05-28:/2007/05/28/doctors_orders~2347340/Mon, 28 May 2007 11:39:49 +0200 <p>Like any typical teenage girl i hardly eat. And what i do usually eat is junk but i get to be the one to go on a special weird diet thing that reminds me of the slim fast diet. its suppose to be good for teenage females and i get to be one of the first few hunderd teenage girls around the country you try it!<br> Its a chocolate(well says chocolate tastes more like powder) milkshake in the morning, a handful of grapes for a snack, a bar thing (which is again suppose to taste like chcolate but i'm not so sure) for lunch, then a banana for a second snack, and then a small meal of something(tonight scrambled eggs and dry toast), then a bag of these special buiscut things (that i guess are like mini cheddas but less cheesy)and thats all and i'm starving now. so i'm drinking loads of water and coffee to fill me up!<br> doesn't help that last night i was drinking, a whole bottle of champane and about 6 glasses of vodka npw i'm only 16 and dont drink alot so that can get me quite pissed and it makes you hungry! so i'm really hungry. and i can't eat! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/05/28/doctors_orders~2347340/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>hungryhttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/05/28/doctors_orders~2347340/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/05/22/naughty_girl~2315350/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-05-22:/2007/05/22/naughty_girl~2315350/Tue, 22 May 2007 17:56:13 +0200 <p>Ok my last post put me on a downer thinkign about things so i called my friend and dealer James and he brought me more weed! So i'm getting high, feel free to tell me off but i like it </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/05/22/naughty_girl~2315350/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>drugstaggedhttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/05/22/naughty_girl~2315350/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/05/22/scars~2314624/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-05-22:/2007/05/22/scars~2314624/Tue, 22 May 2007 15:38:20 +0200 <p>So its coming to summer again, which means, short skirts, shorts, sleaveless tops and bikini's which for me is a nightmare, i dont mind my body shape all to much i have curves all in the right places maybe a bit too much in some places and i have big enough boobs for a 16 year old girl. My problem revolves to whats on my arms, legs and stomach.<br> Being a self harmer for last 5 years or so can make your life very difficult and when half your family aint got a clue that you have these scars they can be hard to hide.<br> Showing them to the public doesn't fassel me i mean i seem them once (maybe twice if there lucky <img src="/img/smilies/graybigrazz.gif" alt=":P" class="middle" border="0">) in my life and they can form whatever judgement they like becuase i dont care.<br> Showing some of my friends is ok because there use to me having this problem and even a few have had it but gone passed it even though i've never been able too.<br> But showing my family is different, i dont get on with them anyway and since there part of the reason i do this to myself there a bit weary of what i might do.<br> My cousin constantly pushes me trying to drive me over the edge and she's even copied my self harming but she couldn't keep it up becuase "it hurt too much" but i like the pain. sounds a bit weird to you probably but its how i've coped since i was 11.<br> I dont know how to make them less visible, i tried bio oil last year and it worked well on my little scars but i have deeper ones aswell and it just made them that slight bit smaller. I need something better to help make them less visible to my family on holiday and when i'm not wearing long sleaves.<br> And something that i can learn to do instead, i've tried lots of things, punching pillows, thearapy(sp?), just screaming or breathng. the only thing that has ever worked is when i have someone like Dave, Ben, Nathean or Declan with me becasue they can litterally stop me with force.<br> I dont want one of my friends to become a constant minder of me thats just ruining there life aswell as mine. I would like an alternative but until one comes along that i can actually do and stick too well i guess i'll just have to keep covered. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/05/22/scars~2314624/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>declanhurtingpainlifescarsdavehttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/05/22/scars~2314624/#commentshttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/05/17/study_leave~2287705/tag:onelittlelie.blog.co.uk,2007-05-17:/2007/05/17/study_leave~2287705/Thu, 17 May 2007 17:59:42 +0200 <p>Yer so i'm on "study leave" even though it doesn't begin til next Monday. But i'm going to town with Aaron tomorrow yahy and with Hetti and maybe Jackry.<br> oh big news Frankie my lovely friend fancy's Jack my gorgy ex who i still have a soft spot for and have almost nearly kissed twice in the past two days, but she may have him but he's going out with Kim who's in upper 6th and left today. so bit complicated not very interesting but thought i'd share.</p> <p>But i was going to talk about the upper 6th leaving there a pub down the road from our school and they were all there with Mr Ridding and Mr Francis and they were all drunk1 and Mr Ridding came up to some of us becuase we were going home after lunch and he goes with pint in hand "you surrrd be en schoooool" my my teachers! what an example they set. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/05/17/study_leave~2287705/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>alcoholteachersschooldrunkhttp://onelittlelie.blog.co.uk/2007/05/17/study_leave~2287705/#comments